Thursday, June 30, 2016

Planet plans

i am recently thinking about the plans (which i hope are in line with His plans) i have for my life..
i need to be a really competent chemical engineer just because nothing less than that is expected of me and i need to glorify God with my work. Thus ive done a checklist of my abilities/strengths.
- i love and am good with mathematics and physics
- solving riddles
- troubleshooting - though i need more training and experience
- physically active - i play basketball - which means i am okay with fieldwork
- i love to think out of the box - related to solving riddles
- i love brainstorming and lots of team-building activities
- i LOVE playing games (need i go further? haha!)
- i love to invent- though ive never really made anything quite significant.. not anything that i can remember
- i love dealing with machines and with people who have a really founded understanding with machines
- as much as i want to be efficient, i also would want machines to be efficient.. so we need to think of ways to improve our machines/equipment (problem is... i dont know where to start... perhaps at home? Of course. )
- it kills me not to think of the best way of how things should be done. for instance, one method is not good enough if it destroys Ma Nature... Nevertheless, we have to weigh things out.. balance survival and environmental conservation...

uhhhmm... what job is best for me? i hope i could find one, or it finds me..
to be continued.. :)

Sunday, June 19, 2016

i realized somehow we subconsciously choose or allow ourselves to be broken-hearted.. Cause in a way it brings out the depth in people, allowing us to write songs and create masterpieces..

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

i have a crush..

..on a guy who was a nerd when he was a kid, who grew up to be real good-looking and who never knew i existed.
Talk about haha.

Monday, June 6, 2016

Thursday, June 2, 2016


having arrythmic bradycardia, it is as if this song tells my sleeping heart to wake up.. you know.. telling me to live again and be fully alive.. i don't know, but maybe my heart has been sleeping for the longest time.. and right now i just want to be in the moment and be totally free, be totally in the zone.. to make the most out of everything God is showering me with.. be it trials or blessings - i need to be fully awake! Be afire!! :D

"So wake up your sleeping heart..
i know sometimes we'll be afraid,
but no more playing safe, my dear, i'm here.."