pwede saputon ko?

pwede mag-ing-ani ko maski kaisa lang?
gikapoy nako sigig pasensyosa.
gikapoy nako sigi lang i-take for granted sa ubang tao.
gikapoy nako maging si Kristianne.
Lord, what should I do?
Siguro it would be better for me not to have been created.
It would be better for me to die now.
What should I do?
I'm not worthy of being comforted.
I'm not worthy of anything good.
Kaya siguro this is happening.
I'm tired.